Because of my hectic end of summer, Princessa though i might need some remedial training before going off on business, so She ordered me in for an hour. i had been in the chastity all week, and without orgasm over a month.

She told me again that She had no intentionof turning me gay, inspite of the fact that i wasn’t to touch a woman in a sexual way, not even fantasize about it, ever; i was to watch gay porn and practice with cocks in mouth and pussy; i was to work on developing my ‘g’ spot, mouth and pussy. i was certainly never going to use my clitty like a cock again.

Princessa also commented that i had said a couple of times that by what She had done with me, i was really fucked.

So, as an errand, She sent me to the Body Shop for some Body Butter – Nut, and some deep moisturizer – nut. The sales guy didn’t bat an eye at my blue eye shadow, or lip gloss over lip stick. Very cool guy.

At the studio, strip and get into the lingerie i couldn’t wear outside because i was wearing shorts. Into the high heels, somewhat worse for wear after crawling around in the hall of the third floor at the Slick Fetish Ball, (i presume you have read the last installment so won’t go into that here.)

Fix your make up, Princess Natasha said. I will be back shortly. So i did, and She was.

On my knees in front of Her, She in panties and bra and cock harness..and cock, and high heels that made Her as tall as me…if i was allowed to stand.

She had put a plug in me at the outset, then She was standing so close i could have stuck out my tongue and touched Her thigh. She said She was going to show me i wasn’t going gay, and how fucked i really was, because She was sure i didn’t have a clue how much She had formed me into something that would come back to Her always, unresisting, willingly. Even as a willing accomplice in her subjugation and enslavement of me.

Princess opened the jar of Body Butter and had me dip the tip of one finger in it, then the all the others on that hand, then the rest on the other hand. Smell it, She ordered. It smelled nutty…not really like perfume, but a clean smell. Now, She said, turning so Her hip and leg were inches from me. Rub it on my leg all the way from the top to the bottom, do not touch the panties or the shoes, but everything in between. i was thunderstruck, shaking and incredibly turned on. i had never had the privelege of doing anything near so intimate with Princessa, and Her legs and ass are so sexy. i was trembling by the time i had finished Her first leg. Do the other leg, She crooned. My clitty was straining in its chastity, so swollen the cage was painfully trying to pull from the pussy lips, but still forced to be all but the size it is outside the chastity (whole idea, of course. Can’t get hard, can’t have an unauthorized orgasm.). i was trembling more. i was in shock as i massaged the cream into Her other leg, thigh, ass (!) and foot. you will never do this again and you will never touch any other woman like this will you, sandra? No, Princessa, but thank You so much for this honor. Do you still think you might be even a little gay? She asked solicitously. Oh, no, Princessa, i groaned. i forgot what it felt like and how it felt to touch a beuatiful sexy woman, so incredibly soft and smooth, like this. I know, sandra, but just because you were made to bank the fires, because i require it, doesn’t mean they burn a different color now, or heat a different you. i want you to crave what you cannot have, i want you to need to come to me for what you are allowed, i want you to be frustrated and feeling sexy all the time…but don’t forget why you are so hot around me…or women.

i realized that i was more turned on than ever, more ready to respond that way She wanted me to, and how fucked i really was. Totally, by Her. By myself, because i could walk away whenever i wanted. Hah! There’s the rub.

Into the hard room, onto the bench, legs suspended, plug out, icy hot in (so hot, so hot, Princessa!), clamps on, cock in my mouth, and… an industrial vibrator for me to hold on my chastity to frustrate me more. Princessa started to work my pussy, and i held the vibrator on the plastic chastity. She had said i could cum last week if i could get through the plastic for some sensation, and She reminded me of this and said that when She was done using and training my pussy ‘g’ spot, i could cum this time, too…if i could and what were the chances?

Nil to none i replied around the cock in my mouth.

And all of a sudden it was RIGHT THERE. No build up, no enjoyable surge, certainly no swelling to speak of, and those of you who have had the chastity on know what i mean. But i spurted! So hard, so far! Without permission, without warning and certainly without concious awareness that it was going to happen.In fact, Princessa had not even put Her dildo in my pussy for the fucking W/we both knew i wanted…just about eight fingers is all. It was not like a milking which i understand is orgasm without pleasure. It was perhaps as intense as i have ever had, but oh so short!

Princessa was absolutely falling down laughing at it. She said i came without permission, but Her heart really wasn’t in to criticising me. i obviously had no idea it was going to happen and if you want to know that i am out of control and She is in control of my sexuality, there you have it.

i am not sure that She really thought it would happen, but Her comments were telling. Was it the Body Butter application, or the long month plus without orgasm? Or maybe you are going gay afterall! She laughed and laughed as She lowered the spreader.

i apologized, and She made me dress in everything with no shower and no chance to remove the makeup, with my own cum running down my leg, five weeeks of it, but i didn’t care. i didn’t know one could orgasm with what was basically no erection at all.

But i can assure you that though Princess Natasha will make me suck cocks, and be fucked by cocks, and whore for Her, and watch only gay porn and not fantasize about women, not even look at regular porn, i am not gay. Not that that is a statement of pride, ’cause Goddess knows some of my best friends are gay, and one of them fucks me regularly; i am attracted to women, not men.

Of course, men may be attracted to me since Princess Natash had me buy a bottle female pheromones to wear around men. Who knows, maybe it will make me attracted to me? (Of course, Princess Natasha says i am not really, and never was a real man. And She makes me say it too). Not allowed to do anything about if i am. Princess, a lesbian of a Mistress, wondered if it would make Her attracted to me, but She would never tell because She owns me, i love Her, and She owns me, and i love Her..probably ad nauseum. And of course, though not a man, i could never aspire to be a woman…just act like one of the sluttier ones…