UNF 32

Last week, Princess Natasha and i had lunch. She complimented me on my makeup, and chastized me for not wearing my bra, which now must be stuffed when W/we appear in public, so i went to the bathroom of the restaurant and rectified the situation to Her satisfaction. Then friends of Hers showed up at the restaurant. i didn’t know what they knew about O/our scene so was sitting quietly while She spoke with them. Then She introduced me as “sandra” and i suffered mortification at Her hands..yet again.

In the studio, She gave me an enema, and teased me until i had to cum out my pussy and release the enema. i was ordered into the shower stall, on my back and shoulders, legs and feet up the wall. She took off my chastity and bade me diddle my clitty, laughing when i showed such obvious excitement (though only a little thickening, no erection, of course) and urinated on my face, in my mouth (flush, little toilet, flush!) and on my clitty and pussy as i diddled myself. No cumming! Of course not.

Finally, i was on the bench in the hard room, ankles firmly strapped to the overhead, and Princess Natasha made me diddle myself while She barely inserted two fingers in my pussy. Get yourself close to cumming, sandra, but don’t you dare orgasm. So of course i did as She required, and pulled my finger away from my clitty when i was close. It had been 30 days since i had last been allowed to feel an orgasm, and i was SO ready. As i pulled my fingers from my clitty, Princessa grabbed my pussy lips and somehow PUSHED and i thought, i had better start diddling myself because i seem to have lost the feeling…when Princessa started laughing!

Look at you, She said, Look at your belly, look at that disgusting, stinky mess you’ve made, sandra! i raised my head and looked and i was covered in cum! i had felt nothing! i had spewed “that awful, disgusting, smelly” stuff, had felt no ejaculatory orgasm at all! Then Princessa made me feed it to myself, through my tears! Princessa laughed and laughed as i swallowed my cum.

i am now undone, am emasculated beyond anything other than a sharp knife might produce. Princess can make me do this any time, and i cannot disobey. i cried real tears because of the release without orgasm, because She can now control even my emotions, because i think i finally realize She owns me in every way that counts, even against my will.

It was hideous. i am violated and possessed, and used, without my consent, without my volition, but solely because Princessa wills it, and my desire, and only pleasure now is simply to please Her. What am i to do?